saya tidak perlukan lelaki yang hensem atau kaya. tapi saya memerlukan lelaki yang cintanya tidak pernah berubah sehingga akhir.

– @amethystpages 🦢

jangan berharap setinggi langit jika tidak ingin terluka sedalam lautan.

– @amethystpages 🦢

they said to fix , but i felt nothing change .

– @amethystpages 🦢

afraid if they think you are weak and attention seeker , or drama queen if I tell my feelings to them .

– @amethystpages 🦢

amid the silence no one hears ,
amidst the longing none can see ,
warmth I crave ,
storm I hide ,
yet I hold myself close and understand me wholly .
i'm the only one who truly matters to myself .
@amethystpages

I deserved to show my emotionals, my attention ,
I deserve to feel warm around everyone ,
I deserved to feel touch when somebody made me feel bad ,
until when i need to keep and erase everything and just show that I'm okay everytime ?

I also have feelings .

I want need attention from somebody else like how they got from anyone and me ,
I felt jealous too , shit .

I saw people get what they want ,
while me ? nobody cares because I always hide it .
I don't show to anyone else because I know , nobody cares .

But i always want to get attention , even little . when i sad, people comfort me , when I feel bad , people comfort me and always be by my side .

but i can't to get it . it's okay . I know I am strong .

thanks dearself .

– @amethystpages 🦢

tired for being " fake kind " in friendship .

– @amethystpages 🦢